What I think You wanna hear

There are times when I need to be reminded of every little thing God has done for me. When doubts and worries start to creep in, I have to wake myself up and remember the goodness God has been in my life. And everytime I do that, it always flashbacks the life I had before I truly knew Jesus.

I grew up in a typical christian family and just like any other, I cannot exactly remember how many times I received Christ as my Lord and Savior. I heard His story countless times (that He loves us so much and He died for us) that I thought "I know! I know! Ughh I get it!!!". So I went on thinking I figured things out already. Basta feeling ko, as long as I don't do drugs or do crazy things, okay na! I lived life for myself just like the usual teenage girls you see in tv. I was OKAY. I thought I was okay. But I'm not. I had insecurities. And my security was not hinged on my creator but on someone else. So when God took that away, I thought it was the end of me. I was wrong. It was then that I had a full grasp of His love and finally understood the Cross. I started to experience God in a more personal way and slowly, He began to change my stubborn heart, gave me security and let me experience His love. He filled me with so much joy and peace that I cannot find anywhere else but in Him. Looking back, I can say that He has done amazing things for me since then. He is not done with me yet. He continues to change and mold me. And I continue to tap on His grace.

'Father, thank you saving me. Thank you for letting me experience this life that I don't even deserve. Thank you for your unfailing love. Thank you for your grace that is new every morning. Thank you for reminding me to trust your perfect plans. Thank you because I can do all things through you who gives me strength. Thank You for everything. Thank You!'

You guys should listen to this song by Mikeschair :)

"All I Can Do (Thank You)"

I could write a love song

Tell You what I think You wanna hear

But it wouldn't be good enough, no

Yea I could try so hard

To give it everything I've got

But I'm not ever gonna measure up

All I can do is thank You

For this life I never deserved

Wanna thank You for the grace

I know I don't have to earn

You love me, You love me

Your mercy is proof

All I can do is say thank You

All I can do is say thank You

It would have been easy

But I'm glad You never walked away

Cause Your love runs deep for me

And I see this beautiful world

And it brings tears to my eyes

And I think it's beautiful to be free

All I can do is thank You

For this life I never deserved

Wanna thank You for the grace

I know I don't have to earn

You love me, You love me

Your mercy is proof

All I can do is say thank You

All I can do is say thank You

(Thank You)

For hope, for love, for all the ways You move

(You)

For everything You do

(You)

What else can I say but thank You

Thank You

I could write a love song

Tell You what I think You wanna hear